What's Wrong With This Picture? by LightsOnAmara, literature
Literature
What's Wrong With This Picture?
"What's wrong with this picture?"
I don't see anything that's w-
-aiting in the background,
ready to come to attention,
breathing steady, and
ready to salute the flag.
Wrong? I'm not sure
what you mean.
I don't seem to be wringing my hands
over this today or searching
for a cause to put them down.
They're shaking, the roads are
soaking wet and they're shaking like
leaves on trees
leaves in wind, in fall
I'm falling in love again
This isn't the season to
shoot them while they're down
this isn't the season, just
put your hands away
before you hurt someone
Mother, I can't breathe this evening.
I'm choking on my own hands and
my fing
Eyes in the tall grass by LightsOnAmara, literature
Literature
Eyes in the tall grass
Eyes blinked out from in the grass.
She ignored them. It wasn't an easy task, she could feel the gaze like a particularly long-legged insect crawling along the back of her neck. She was sure it was even chittering in her ear as she rounded the bend in the road. With only a moderate amount of silent profanity, she reached over and punched the volume dial on the car radio, sending Stevie Nicks blaring through the open windows.
Now you've seen the son of a bitch before, she thought, it's seen you. This isn't anything new. Keep your game face on.
She resisted the urge to look back at the eyes only because she knew the satisfaction the thing
This is Not a Poem About Suicide, But- by LightsOnAmara, literature
Literature
This is Not a Poem About Suicide, But-
i.
The poet is dead
The janaza will be said
between isha and fajr
Your presence
is not required
ii.
She died with your name
on her lips
and on her fingertips
She died singing the song of her people
and doing what she loved
She died alone
iii.
It happened in the midst of battle
a knife to her gut
an axe to her leg
the arrow in her left shoulder
She was swarmed
Her last words were whispered
face down in the snow
Her heart
was in the north
iv.
to the right
asalamu alaikum
to the left
asalamu alaikum
ameen
When You Live With Depression by LightsOnAmara, literature
Literature
When You Live With Depression
When you live with her
you find her
in the most unexpected
places
She is in my pantry, tucked between
molding bread and cans that have
been there for years
She hides behind the milk in my refrigerator
She is the brown banana, the flat soda, she is
the half empty bottle of
strawberry vodka
crema di limoncello
wine turned to vinegar
she is the absinthe that I will
never finish
She has a voice and she whispers
She sings
I am not alone
when I have her
I find her in my hair
Elastic bands and tangled strands and
a yellow flower tucked behind my ear
She whispers to me. She is the sun.
There are signs in the window
Wilted plants, she's there
S
Another Poem About Him by LightsOnAmara, literature
Literature
Another Poem About Him
I am suspended mid flight
upended above scratched stages and dollar bills
The same song plays again and again
And I am lost without you
We are bodies pressing together in the dark
A kind of second wind for what we'd thought we had
We were kissing like it was never going to end
Like the shadows around us didn't mean a goddamned thing
"How does my soul look?" I asked
Baby, it would look better
on my bedroom floor
(at Kansas City, Missouri) by LightsOnAmara, literature
Literature
(at Kansas City, Missouri)
He crept in stories
A stranger city never made real
until I laid my eyes on him
He could have been anywhere in the world
but he was here
In this center of industry and history
Metropolis built on whispers and
corners I could never chase the shadows from
and light blue eyes
I sat up one night with his lips on mine
His city grew tall in the distance
It fought the storm and won
His towers reached up through the atmosphere and
bowed under their own weight
They crushed the trees and
snuffed the sun and
swallowed up the entire river
His city blotted out the stars until
the only brightness I could see
were the street lights and the office windows